2013 update and 2014 blessing
oI am at mymothers again, Just visiting for the New Year Holiday. SO Much has happenedthis year, and I have
to say I am surprised it is January allrady. As it seemsthat we were just figuring out what we were doing last year this time.
Last year was a hardyear on our family. We lost Two Uncles, and Aunt, My mother had a brainanurysim and a stroke, and my father passedaway, pluss their dog who we had hadfor some years, Plus my beloved Furbby familiar Abby died. And my daughter graduated.
I always find itironic when things happen like that that they seem to shift everything. Andthis was no different. Everything in my life shifted.
My relationshipswith my siblings Shifted as power plays came into play now that the Head of theFamily was no longer with us, a silent fude erupted over who the next head ofthe family should be to help my mother with her new future. I really didn’twant that position though many thought Iwas a contendor or vying for the job. In reality I just wanted someone who wasstable enough to handle what she needed. Her life was vastly different. With myfather being gone, the main bread winner, and the main worker around the house,my mother had always been a house wife for 50 years with the cooking andcleaning etc. and she had no idea who to “care” take a house. Still realy doesn’tand the stroke didn’t’ make it any better. So It had to be someone who could handle the house and her medical needsas well, not to mention her emotional needs and quite frankly I didn’t feelthat this was my sister who was and is recovering from lyme disease and has ahistory of depression. Etc. It needed tobe someone balanced and educated, and not afraid to be assertive without beingruff. That’s not her.
But alas I lost thefight and in the process lost my other siblings, for wich I am still batalingto get back. I do not know if I will never get them back though I want to sobadly . I love my brothers more then they will ever know and respect what theyhave to say. As they are the true elders of the family.
My husband and Iwere also dealing with My health problems. With the stress of everythinghappening I was in a downward spiral of hell. It took several calls and emailsto a dr and even flat out telling a doctor he was fired. Before I was able toget any relief. Today I am not having relief but I am also always under massivestress here and un able to relax since My dad died and feel I have to playpeace keeper, coach, etc. and it makesit very hard.
But aside from thatI had been doing well there. For the past month finally
We also moved inOctober w ith everything going on. It was very difficult to move for me as wewere leaving the last place we had evre seen my dad. But I knew it was time togo when there was an attempted home invasion into our house while our kids werehome alone. Yes they are 17 and 20 but that doesn’t make it any less scarry. Soafter that and once I was released from the Hospital we set out looking for anew place near by and found one near where his parents live in Brandon. We loveit it’s a house not an apartment. And it’s bigger. Our old landlord put usthrough a ringer and was a complete ass even though our lease was up and we hadpaid a deposit and made the house look presentable he still did not want toadmit that we kep the house well. Simply because he had already spent our 400dollar deposit and knew he could be indeep shit if the powers to be ever heard about it.
ButOnce we moved we really loved it. The house was bigger and the yard is biggerand the Things seem to be really nice there. The only problem we can hear everything under the sun. off the road even the train. Its like the house was builton a fault or something.
I also made the decision to go back toschool and I start my Criminal Justice soon. I picked this because I had beenin this field before and I had already had some credits built up so I can usethem for this. Plus it is a field I am interested in.
Ialso Went and got my Ordination into the ministry and I am an Ordained Minister/Official High Priestess Now.
I am very proud of this, as now I can bea Chaplin like my dad and also I was ordained on my grandmothers Birthday.Which I think means a lot to me considering when she was alive she was givenlast rights 5 times. So no I can perform weddings, Wiccanings, handfastings,,confessions, and basically help people on a different level. I am totally pshyched about this.
I hope for you allthat your 2014 goes better then my 2013. That you are filled with Love andLight, Happiness, and Joy, Warmth and Guidance, and Friends and family.Laughter, and Magic.
Blessings Group andhave a Wonderful 2014
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